Playing someone else's game.

Ever felt like you were unwanted? Like someone else out there is doing better that what you're doing best? *crawls to a dark corner* My dark attitude makes me want to hurl. Being a depressed person isn't what we live for, we live to... Well, that's pretty much your opinion. I've always thought that I lived to make a change, to make people happy just by being there. At least, that's one of them.


I've 6 major goals and dreams, or what you can call a bucketlist. (A list of things you need to do before you die.) You're probably thinking that I can do 6 things even before I turn 18, but they aren't as easy as eating a whole turkey or spending some money.

1.) TO MEET MIKA. Yes, one of the things I absolutely nerf and want to do before my obsession of him comes to an end. (Which will neer happen.)
Meeting Mika isn't easy. His concerts are mostly in UK, or somewhere a thousand miles away from me. *le sigh* A picture of the both of us will be posted here some day. *wanders through space*

2.) LEARN HOW TO SPEAK FRENCH FLUENTLY. Ah, my goal before I go to Paris. Almost every writer's dream. A lot of money will be spent on a French teacher, so let's start with Google Translate and a French-English dictionary 'til I get a legit teacher.

3.) LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE PIANO. Not as easy as it seems. I have no piano, since apparently, I broke my organ and will have to wait for my birthday for another one. (Which is in 3 weeks~) I'm still practicing a song from Mika, and sneaking to the school's music room will have to do for a bit more.

4.) HAVE AT LEAST 6 FIGURES IN THE BANK. Ah, now THAT'S something hard for everyone. I simply can't stop spending my money on clothes and Mika merchandise. (A Mika reference in EVERY number, I presume.) But anything's possible, and I'll have to cut off my ATM cards and start starving!

5.) SEND AT LEAST 2 STREET CHILDREN TO SCHOOL. Okay, it's time to make a change and to start making people(other than my family) smile. Every child has the right to his/her education, and I'd like to help at least 2, so at least I know that 2 people will have a bright future. (I'm not usually this nice, unfortunately.)

6.) GRADES? ALL 80 AND ABOVE. Okay, this is probably the 3rd hardest goal of all my goals. (1st is meeting Mika & learning French) But with a luttle self control and more school books on my desk, then maybe, MAYBE I can get all 80s on my report card for once in my high school life.

So these are the 6 things I'll try fulfilling in a year. (in the exception of the 1st one. *le sigh) Simple and different goals am I right? Well, with determination and hard work, you'll see a picture of my report cards filled with 80s, a letter of thanks from a child, a video of me speaking French, a photo of Mika & I, another video of me playing the piano, but you'll NEVER see my bank account. I'm not that open to everyone. No apologies. *trolls*

What are YOUR goals? Hopefully, I get to see you fulfill them! c:

Ah, no photo for the day. *le sigh* My sister's Itouch hates me, so apparently, no photos.
And the reason why I'm using such a small gadget is because my laptop broke. And no one wants to lend me any computer.
I'm irresponsible and not proud. :c


-Issa.